Sunshine and me

Sunshine and me
spiraling into my center

Sunday, January 29, 2012

have patience

Please, ya'll have patience with me. On account of it would seem that just talking non stop about this rheumatoid arthritis seems to be helping some. It somehow quells the fear that they are wrong and it is something much worse and, and, and my mind runs away with it here and I go to the place where I'm bedridden and unable to move or even breathe unassisted. I know, I know, right. How is that living in the present?

Nag doctor's office for cancelations, hot baths, lovely *Joint Compound* found here: http://www.herbsfromthelabyrinth.com/category/SALVES-BALMS--INFUSED-OILS-3,
yoga, that's the help for now. And who knows, maybe all together with the talking to anyone and everyone it is helping.

If you've been following along, I think this flare up which is almost 9 months old, was brought about by my really working, continuously working, on childhood sexual abuse issues. And this may be true. Which means that suffering in silence is NOT going to help. So, hang in there. Hopefully I find another topic to wear out soon.

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