Kathleen

One of my dearest friends in all the world was diagnosed with leukemia this week. I am very sad. She is so dear to me and this is not her first bought with cancer. She has held my hand and held me up with her heart and her words over these very difficult past months. I want to help her too. And right now there is nothing I can do but pray, send her healing energy, send her my love. This is Pittsburgh and despite what the displaced out of towners have to say about it we got hospitals like there is no tomorrow and a fabulous cancer center. She was put right into the hospital and treatment was started right away.
That gives me some hope. But it does nothing for the heaviness of my heart. Despite a world renouned cancer center not everyone lives. I know this from heartbroken experience.
I jsut want one of the survivours to be Kathleen. It's selfish, I know. But I still want it.
Not that I wnat her to suffer. No. If she wants to go then she has my blessing. But I hope she wants to stay. Right now she is not seeing anyone. Not reading emails, not taking phone calls. Hopefully soon there will be other ways I can show my love.