Today has been a day of having my thoughts and emotions plunge and climb back to what is level for me over and over. Ya know, no matter what else is going on in my life the fellowship of Alcoholics Anonymous is my Center. I find there a spirituality that is lacking depth and breadth in any other area of my life. Is it the life or death nature of recovery? Possibly that is what causes us/me to give it the energy that creates the depth and breadth. Such is not needed if one does not see one's spirituality as not a matter of life or death but just a way to view the world. Whatever. Even in the midst of our brokeness many members of A.A. manage to do extraordinary things and share with a level of honesty that I have foudn nowhere esle. Maybe that's why all else pales in comparison.